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[Feb. 7th, 2026|06:38 pm] |
what an AMAZING weekend... friday was spent with sogs james and avid... went to starbucks then to chuckee cheese for hours of fun. laughed for like 2 hours straight and waisted way to much money on a stupid game. i miss them so so much. hopefully more nights like friday are on the way.
After hanging out with them i met up with tony and we chatted for a while in his new ford focus.
Saturday worked then the CSUN game with Mike Rocky and Chad..CSUN worked UCI. after that hung out with darci. caught up on life. made me realize how much i miss those times.
Sunday night out on the town with the girls. went cruzing around westwood in anitas BRAND NEW BABY BLUE CONVERTABLE BUG!!! haha top down in the 50 degree weather. it was worth the frost bite.. "he has a whoville nose.. ali you love that movie" went from olive garden to habibi to some random guys house then spent the night at ashleys.
Today after school went to the doctor and he said... I GET TO PLAY THURSDAY! im so happy. after i found out went to mikes house to celebrate. we had the most amazing day today. and now im heading out to his bball game. they are gonna lose by 50 but thats A-okay. |
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[Jan. 16th, 2026|12:10 pm] |
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yesterday sucked. went to the doctor found out i broke my hand... so that is the end of my highschool bball career. no village games no senior allstar games... all that work for nothing. i cant believe this... thanks to everyone who called and gave their support. its deeply appreciated. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2026|09:07 pm] |
The weekend was fun. Friday i played poker with Rock Chad and Mike.. Me and mike took all their money then we went to scotties and hung out there for a little bit.
Saturday the mojave game got canceled so i got to go to the boys village game..we lost but we could have won so i guess that makes it a little better... after that went to Dunbars house for a party lots of ping pong and AND1 mix tapes.
Will would have been 21 today. So me and Mike went to his grave... when we first got there we met up with michelle and Kay then they left and me and mike stood there for a while in the rain. I miss him so much... im trying so hard to remember everything... his laugh... his walk...his smile... i hate knowing that he's fading. i wish i could hold onto it forever. After that me and mike went shopping with his mom (who happens to be the cutest lady ever) then took a nap. all in all an okay weekend.
LiTtLeAsHeSz: i love the fact that your in love by the way
(that means so so so much to me)
LiTtLeAsHeSz: and i'm going to baylor for sure
(lifes changing) |
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[Jan. 5th, 2026|10:45 pm] |
New years was one to remember to say the least. Spent it with mike and others. it sucks so be back at school but atleast we will be out of there in a few months. Last night sucked. lost the game. messed up my knees. but its all okay cuz carrows made the day worth while..."Who's next, pick up her ankles and throw em at her" "Arent you watching the game coach" "jerking off to marks shot" haha i love those boys.
Bulldog baby. sense of urgency. bite back.
( random pictures ) |
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[Dec. 26th, 2025|01:44 pm] |
Christmas was great. Morning was spent with family. Then spent time with friends then went to my Aunts house and hung out with all the cousins. Then off to Zachs to meet everyone to go get james at LAX. i have never seen those boys so excited. Everyone went MeMikeRyanJehBradZackRachelNicoHayleyGrahamStevieJustin im sure he felt loved considering that all those people showed up on christmas. Anyway parking ended up costing me $30! what a joke. ah well we found the remote.
Christmas is over :(
He's baaack.
( christmas pictures ) |
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[Dec. 15th, 2025|09:19 pm] |
Two more days til winter break. Thank God. Practice sucked today. Kate and i hung out after..talked about everything and nothing then we met up with mike stevie brad ryan ivy zach and kyle at El torito. (freshman you missed out)
Life is really good right now. with the exception of basketball everything is going very well. Family stuff has been getting better recently. My friends are amazing as always. Mike makes me so happy its rediculous.(that tire murdered mary)
I really want to do something fun over break. im so bummed that everyone always leaves and i cant go cuz i have bball everyday.
Please tell your lovers and friends that lindsay dre and ari had to do it again. shorty. inner circle. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2025|07:12 pm] |
After school went to a team party. Then to mikes... walked in on the Karoke party Tim Kate Mike and Brad were singing their lungs out to N*sync lol so we hung out there for a while sang a bunch of boy band classics then went to Mikes game. It was so fun he was amazing <3 as always then out to carrows which was a blast. i love that he's always in a good mood making everyone laugh no matter what the situation
Look at the focus!
All the fans.
Mike broke his nose today :( Im going to go get him a teddy bear and some ice cream or something.
P.S. Check the log in your own eye <3 oh and NEVER BRING HIM UP AGAIN!!!!! |
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[Dec. 5th, 2025|10:39 pm] |
So basketball games started on Wednesday. Wednesdays game sucked i landed hard on my jaw so i didnt play too much but thursday friday and saturday went really well. we ended up getting second place. not bad. i was really impressed with my team. im so excited about this season. (i still hum swing swing to myself before everygame)
We had alot of fun. My two favorite teachers showed up to a game (Von Busch and Jones) and a bunch of my friends came out thanks a bunch ScottMikeDavidSheldonAvid for coming out and supporting it was nice having you there.
We went to carrows on friday...brought back old memories.
Saturday hung out at Chads with Kate Rocky Mike and Hannah
Today went to the UCLA game with Mike Stevie and Joey. Me and Joey had an interesting little chat.
I'll probably never go to fillmore again in my life. THANK GOD! no guns allowed.
( pictures )
So i guess ashley put it best....
LiTtLeAsHeSz: gray areas suck major. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2025|12:10 am] |
Incase i haven't mentioned homecoming was amazing. Even with the madness of getting ready and the car problems the night was great. And the sleep over at Ali's house was even better.
Disneyland monday was a blast. we got there a little late but still had 10 hours in the magical kingdom. I'm so glad that me richie and Ivy actually went.. seems like we'd been talking about it forever.
Thanksgiving break rocked minus the early morning practices.
Seinfel dvd's came out on tuesday and YES i have them thanks so much scottie and yes i can watch them in my own room, thanks a bunch sheldon.
I wasnt able to upload pictures for a while so here they are...
( Disneyland and Homecoming Pictures ) |
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[Nov. 17th, 2024|08:29 pm] |
I cant believe i didnt know it was the "B.O." episode. One for you non for me. im feeling a comeback.
The 13 marked 6 months... 6 months i find myself wondering if it will ever get easier. Michelle found more letters in her room. They made me laugh and miss him more.
Basketball season has officially startes.. CONGRATS TO MY FRESHMAN!!!! i am so so so very proud of you. cant wait to play together. Bball makes me miss james b. i wish he would come down from NC for the village games lol wont be the same without him.
No school next week. too bad i have practice like everyday and i have to go to my "fake job" ew i hate inconsiderate people.
Have i mentioned i love senior year. |
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| Finally Legal!!! |
[Nov. 1st, 2024|10:41 pm] |
MY BIRTHDAY WAS AMAZING.
Started off with a knock at my door at 12ish...
Then i woke up this morning with breakfast in bed.
Off to school. got out of the car and was greeted with flowers and a bear from mike and more flowers from the girls.
Kate made me a cake at lunch and while we were eating it someone came up behind me and covered my eyes then handed me roses, the most beautiful roses i think ive ever seen. i turned around and scott was standing there. so sweet thank you so much.
Then in 6th period i got a note saying to pick something up in the office so i go in after class and there are flowers and a card from brian waiting for me. I have the best brother in the entire world.
After school went to the tanning salon and the mall with the girls.
Then me and darci came to my house with plans to go to dinner. when we pulled up i saw like all my friends on my drive way!
I was so surprised everyone was here Darci*Michelle*ASHES*Anna*Ivy*Ali*David*Scott*Jono*Zachy*Zack*Jeh*Stevie*Tim*Mike*Brad*Josh*Avid*Sogs*Richie*Kyle*Christine* thank you all so much. it meant the world to me. All my favorite people in one place. I absolutely loved it. thank you to everyone who made it happen!
It was perfect. couldnt have gone any better. <3
Tomorrow marks the first day of adulthood as my first official act i will be voting for BUSH! thats right jeh&Mike...BUSH... America to the power of W
Btw MIA: Jan Scott Silvana Marco Andrew Tony Kate James??
( Today and Saturday ) |
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[Oct. 28th, 2024|09:47 pm] |
long time no post.
I've been so deathly sick for the past week. its terrible. thanks to everyone who came to visit me <3 its a vicious circle... all of us are sick so evertime i start to feel better it comes back around and hits me.
I'm so excited about this weekend.
Mike and Josh still havent gotten their tickets! im so scared that the seats are going to get taken.
Tomorrow KateAshAnnaAliJena and RICHIE are coming over to my house to get ready for the big party (the last one) that should be fun... so many girls in my little house oh and richie lol Im going to be Sally from the nightmare before christmas and Richie is going to be Jack.
Then Anita is spending the night friday and on saturday we are going to my streets annual pumpkin carving party jono is bringing anna which is so cute. haha shes being sucked in.
saturday night hopefully seeing the grudge with mike. im so scared. he might have to pick me up and carry me in again.
sunday is halloween
monday im going to be 18!! ew im so old.
Life is good on the up and up. Moving on. goodbye.
_so i guess this is how it feels_ |
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[Oct. 19th, 2024|10:23 pm] |
I thought about him so much today. During 5th period i couldnt hold back the tears. i dont know if there is any right way to react after losing a best friend. I guess the harderst part is all the unknowns everything that was never said... i wish everything didnt remind me of him. such unbearable pain. wil-e-uhm. rip.
I'm so sick... ew i haven't felt this bad in so long. my eyes are popping out of my head and everything aches.. thanks jerkface for spreading the illness and thanks coach for making us run in the rain... im gonna curl up in a ball and die. btw. its only wednesday. i really really really dont want to go to school together but we all know i'll be there.
sad face. |
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[Oct. 16th, 2024|04:00 pm] |
Got back from Palm Springs this morning. I had such a great time. Ash Ali Ivy Anita and I all got away for a couple days. We drove out to the desert and just relaxed. I have been looking forward to that trip since 9th grade and it was everything i expected it to be and more. I think my favorite part was just driving in the car talking and singing.
"sex/slugbug"
"wasnt me...ALI!!"
"would you like a salad? some water? a bucket perhaps?"
"I've never been fishing and i have a boat"
"falsage callage"
"i'm tired im not hungry. what other group quotes do we have"
"blank blank blank blank by the way blank did i mention blank oh and blank..P.S. BLANK!!!!!!!"
This morning had back to back bball games :( running on no sleep. gonna take a nap and then go to the birthday party then HOPEFULLY knotts after that with mike, josh and the couples.
Twins turn 18 tomorrow HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY AND ANITA <3 no you can smoke and watch porn. congrats! |
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[Oct. 12th, 2024|08:59 pm] |
My thoughts.
I saw one of you the other day. It made me really happy but once i walked away i wanted to start crying. I just want you guys to know that i miss you and still think about and pray for all of you. When any of us talk i feel at home again just like the old days, way back when. I didn't mean to lose contact and drift apart. i just wanted to run away from all of it. i didnt mean to run from you. "the guys"
5 months tomorrow.
sleep well |
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[Oct. 10th, 2024|10:38 pm] |
Weekend went by way to fast
+friday night was a girls night out with ash <3 slugbug and sex in one!
+saturday had a game. brian and his girlfriend came which made me so happy. after the game went to tonys then saw friday night lights with mike, me and mike stopped by darci's then we were off to joshes (learn something new everyday)
+sunday: i cant believe i actually watched a baseball game lol after the game hung out with mike then spent the rest of the day with michelle and tony. Just got back from tarzana he still amazes me.
palm springs in four days. cant wait!!!
_thank you for always making me laugh_
( lunchtime ) |
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[Oct. 4th, 2024|11:11 pm] |
hm...another amazing night to add to the DL legacy. such a good time. <3 Darci josh mike <3
i needed that. |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2024|01:19 am] |
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She reached out for his hand and he pulled away... |
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